One other question kept coming up last night. I didn't add it to my previous blog because it was not as big. The question was - what do I do now ? I know it is "great strides" to come to the point of asking the big questions. But, what happens now ? Being at the place of asking all these questions is not fun. I want out !! So, what do I do now ? How do I get out ? How do I find the answers ? What am I supposed to do ? What's the next step ? I'm very goal oriented when it comes to my journey.
Why do I add this (these) question(s) now ? 'Cause this morning I read a friend's blog : Standing
And, there was one answer. In all this turmoil, all this mental, emotional, and spiritual tumbling - it seems my job is to stand.
Ok - that I can do. Or maybe not ... I'm really not sure about the standing up part of standing. Right now I'm alternating between crouching, ducking, stamping my foot and sticking my head in the sand.
Is it simply enough to not give up ground ?
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I think that a some times of our lives, standing ground is a huge accomplishment.
Sort of like if you're on a moving sidewalk and you try to maintain your position relative not to the sidewalk, but to the rest of the world. You have to be exerting motion to avoid motion. So you strive, you try, and end up staying in one spot. It feels like nothing accomplished.
I'm confusing myself.
Well said. I've thought of that scripture a lot over the last few days.
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