There is a theme running throughout God's creation and Scriptures, and this is that there can be no making without breaking.Then there is this line :
Are you willing to say to the Lord, "I will allow You to put me through any experience that You want me to go through. I want You to do in and through me whatever You wish, Lord, for I belong to You and I fully trust You to have my best interest at heart?"Gulp. Uh, nope. I don't have trust like that. Definitely - nope. My first thought is - it'll hurt, it'll hurt, it'll hurt. I mean seriously - if I have a choice between no pain and pain, I will choose no pain every time. That's a pretty intense question, but it is a true question. That's the kind of trust God wants - I have no doubt. Are people even capable of trusting that fully ?
Fortunately, God doesn't expect me to be perfect.