After kicking butt and not letting myself wallow in self-pity and
loneliness, I'm hit with insomnia. Because really, in the mudhole of
self-pity and loneliness, I am distracted and offended with God and He
won't force change on me. So, pushing myself into gear was a fabulous
victory.
And, in the past insomnia has been a tool that Satan uses to weaken
me. But, I hit the Prayer Room and I guess I just have to keep watch
since there's nothing I can really do about not having slept.
1 comment:
wow, you're really getting hit hard aren't you?
i'm glad you're there. I'm so glad you haven't given up yet. keep going! God will bless you
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