Summary of the summary

It's been awhile since I really blogged.  How do I summarize all that God has done.  He is working on all of me, changing how I think about things, about Him, about me, and giving me new ways of dealing with life, people, situations, hurts.  I feel like a child learning how to do life in a new way.  My reality is changing.

There is still more that I want from God.  I want His love to be real to me.  So real that I never doubt that it is unconditional, and encompassing.  

I've heard them say here that God doesn't only love you, He likes you, He enjoys you, enjoys who you are.  I want that to be tangible to me.  God's job is to change and convince me.  Arrogant and demanding perhaps, but only God can change a person's heart enough to hear the words He whispers in their ear.

I'm developing a way of praying that gives me structure, flexibility and is effective.

I've received some wonderful prophetic words.  They do not prophecy, mates, dates, babies or direction.  They prophecy according 1 Cor 14:3, for comfort, encouragement and strengthening.

This month we've learned about Hosea, and Song of Songs.  God's theme this month has been He is deeply personal and highly emotional.  It is so true.  This is the last week of our Intimacy month.  Last month we learned about Joel and the end times.  It rocked, it gave me the first hints of a dream for my life.

I'll be here another two weeks.  That's it.  The Lord has plans for me elsewhere....I will save those for another blog.