Yikes - this was crazy exhausting week. Every morning I arose before 5, and sometimes as early as 3:30am. Our church had 200 youth in town to help with construction/reno jobs around town. And, my job was to help pack their lunches. Oh, the week was long .... I can't really remember much else from that week.
I do remember the weekend before that I had decided to reign in my emotions. My personal trainer had said that my energy was strong and I realized that my emotions were projecting all over the place. And perhaps, or really, really likely that people whether they realized it or not were responding to whatever I was projecting. And, I was reacting to their reacting. And, since my emotions do the wild, runaway horses thing - no wonder I found certain social situations stressful.
I also realized that week that certain people just mess up the atmosphere of a room for me. Sometimes its attitude, sometimes its what they say, and sometimes its just a sense - but, regardless from where there are just times where I need to leave a place. I'm learning so much about what I'm sensitive to and how I'm sensitive and how it affects me and how I affect those around me and my choices in it all.
It was an interesting, but exhausting week.
And, that brings me up to last week. I'm going to call that decision week. Onto the next blog.
I do remember the weekend before that I had decided to reign in my emotions. My personal trainer had said that my energy was strong and I realized that my emotions were projecting all over the place. And perhaps, or really, really likely that people whether they realized it or not were responding to whatever I was projecting. And, I was reacting to their reacting. And, since my emotions do the wild, runaway horses thing - no wonder I found certain social situations stressful.
I also realized that week that certain people just mess up the atmosphere of a room for me. Sometimes its attitude, sometimes its what they say, and sometimes its just a sense - but, regardless from where there are just times where I need to leave a place. I'm learning so much about what I'm sensitive to and how I'm sensitive and how it affects me and how I affect those around me and my choices in it all.
It was an interesting, but exhausting week.
And, that brings me up to last week. I'm going to call that decision week. Onto the next blog.
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