July....

Wow ! I missed all of June. But, I'm starting July well.....it's only the 3rd and I'm already blogging.

I had a great weekend in Cobourg. Great breakfast time with a good friend and lots of good chatting. Hmmm....significant for me is a new clarity in hearing and a lot less doubt and confusion. It is a wonderful thing.

I came away from my weekend with two things. One, I must move in with Mom and Dad. Its a long story, and I don't know the end of it yet. In summary, it is something that God put on my heart and I spent about a month ignoring it...it was and unpleasant time. Next the question was, what to do with the house...rent, sell ? I've got a strong sense of sell (see clarity :-).

I'm trying really hard not to worry about things like how will it feel ? Will I be able to eat properly ? What is going to happen if my cat and my dog don't get along ? What about my brother's allergies ? How will I set healthy boundaries ? Will I get swallowed up in past emotion ?

So many challenges and fears....but, I can see a lot of good that can come out of my move. I'm not sure what God's plan with it is though....I've got some guesses. Now, I have to figure out how on earth does someone go about selling a house.

Oh, I also spent some time at the Cobourg fair. Wow ! It was way bigger than I thought it would be. And, I bought some Blueberry Honey....mmmm, I have to see how that turns out.

What else ? Oh yes, there's these really cool electric bike things. I now want one. What's that website again .... oh yeah www.smartscooter.ca. And, I want to sell my car. I'm not sure that'll happen, but it would be nice to not have car and insurance payments.